Designer: Manikka
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i think my life is getting MUCH MORE interesting and meaningful nowadays!

first for the interesting! haha there are lots of books i've read and lots of movies i've watched and lots of drama serial too and of course the oh-so-lovely YOUTUBE

haha like jiakang and i have been smsing each other almost everyday about the above four subjects haha! and there are just so many things to watch on youtube i dont think i'll ever get sick of it (: like there are all the tvb shows to watch! and like ZANESSA videos of course jiakang (: and deluding ourselves being glad that they are together. ><

and i love chick lit and inspirational books! inspirational books like eleven minutes (: because it's interesting to see life from another perspective and chicklit because it's oh-so-wonderful to read! like not just snow white (: and the undomestic goddess which is such a nice book even ms hoo reads it haha! and the shopaholic series! i have found a new love for reading isn't that so intellectual (:

and meaningful because holidays and nightimes are nice times to think about a lot of stuff (:

like how great our class is (: and how we are all sadly going to leave soon and how much i'll miss everyone because i think even if we're in the same school we all probably won't be able to see each other much ): we shall have another class outing at ms hoo's house in december :D

and i was blog hopping again i haven't been doing that for quite some time. and then i decided to go to _____'s blog, and i realised how much i depended on you for those eleven months. and how much time of yours i must have taken up, because those phone calls meant a lot to me. and how weida you are, because you needn't have done any of that. it was none of your business, really and you could have just left us/ left me alone to like die. but you didnt and that's why your words carry so much more weight, because unlike the rest who found it an obligation to try and do something, you tried to do something because you cared. and looking back, even though those times are now over, i must really thank you because if not for you i would never have survived those eleven months because i would either have died or killed her. hahaa.

and then i was reading michelle's striping letter and it seems so impossible that we actually spent almost a year doing all those stuff. because i dont think i would be able to go through everything all again. and it now sounds so absurd and so crazy how guides consumed our lives for those eleven months. and how many hours on the phone we spent, how many buckets of tears i cried, how many word documents dedicated to guides i have. and i will miss everything even though it's all over and probably everyone will soon forget about us as the next striping will come because time never stops. and how i'm sure as we read blogs one year later i am pretty sure they will say that the CLs of 07 had made the year better than the last. but that's good because that means rgguides would have progressed (: but i will miss our sleepovers, our phone calls, and even every minute i spent arguing about guides stuff with you, because those eleven months would never have been the same without you. haha we should have commemorative sleepovers once in a while (: i don't think i've talked to you on the phone since we stepped down ): MICHELLE TAN I LOVE YOU <3

and i know just as how the years will pass soon we'll just be yet another batch of CLs who have led guides for one year. and how when the changes come every year ours won't make much of a difference anymore. but i am grateful for the journey that it took me through because i think i've really learnt a lot. not just about doing things, but about the people around me and how many friends i have who helped walk me through those terrible times of the eleven months. but of course, for the good times it was all worth it. when i read the letters from striping/ random blog entries i am glad that for one year at least, we made a difference in some people's lives. for all the bonds i've forged be it with batchmates or the lovely juniors, for all the smiles on the 126 guides' faces at camp, at AA and at striping i am glad that i played a part in creating those smiles.

and i doubt many guides even come here now since they have new CLs' blogs to read and all the new CLs to crush >< but i must say thank you each and everyone of you because even though you may not know it you have made a difference in my life someway or another (: i'm sure (:

i think i should print out all my guide-y entries and publish them in 'the weblog of a CL' ><